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Fan Fic List;
- Winter Love 1 & 2
- Summer Dream



Winter Love Hong Ki
Part 1

It was winter, the snow was falling, and everywhere was white, winter had always been his favorite season, playing in the snow, building snowmen or snowball fights which ended in getting colds and staying in bed for the next few days. It’s not been the same since he left, winter isn’t magical its just depressing now. I spend the days locked up in my apartment typing away just watching the snow fall outside, I didn’t want to try and recover lost memories from this season, instead i lock them away inside my mind, keeping them secret, where no one will find them... It all started back in Spring three years ago...

I was a foreign student, living in Seoul, I moved here at the beginning of the university year, and lived in my own apartment, it got lonely sometimes but my class friends would normally be round. It was the beginning of the week, mondays were always the worst, looking back, i never was up on time, nor ready on time, instead I rushed about panicking, school would start at 9am, end at 3pm then we would all rush home to watch our favorite idol show, mass gatherings around my apartment, where my neighbor's would go crazy with the gathering of screaming fan girls each time our favorite idol appeared, there was this one idol, Lee Hong Ki, a lead singer of a band, F.T Island... he was my idol, my first idol crush. We all dreamed of meeting and marrying our idols, we knew it would never happen... After many hours of fan girl screaming, eating snacks and maybe a few bottles of soju, the evening would end, normally repeating itself during the week.

My parents wanted me to get a job out here, to help support myself more. After many hours of searching i found a job as a runner for F&C Entertainment, I quickly headed down to the entertainment building, and asked for a job form, which i filled out there, and handed it straight back, it was funny, they asked me if i was a foreign exchange student when i got there, they must of been use to foreigners who did media asking for jobs there. Days spent wondering if i had a job there, were days well wasted, about a week later they called and asked me to come in and talk to them, i was over the moon, but without realizing had just got a job working for the entertainment company Hong ki was in... I had only thought FT Island were part of A* entertainment, not F&C too..

I walked into the F&C Entertainment building on my first day of work, they told me I would be a runner for the bands or trainees there, I was shown around by another runner who would be helping me for my first month or so, he told me to call him oppa, his actual name was Dong Woo. He showed me around the building and each practice room, the recording studio.
“So you’re from England?” he asked as we strolled around the building
“Yeah, moved here in August last year”
“ah you like living here?”
“love it! I probably won’t go back to England” We both laughed
“well thats good to know! our foreigner’s don’t normally stay after they finish university”
“Oh really? I would of thought they would love it so much they would of stayed here!”
“they leave cause they have to, most people leave due to families want them back”
We strolled into the next practice room , to find F.T Island running around messing about, my heart jumped a beat, my oppa laughed, “F.T Island fan?”
“They are in this entertainment company?” I asked still in shock, as they strolled over to greet us.

“ahh hyung, new runner?” Minhwan came running over, in a bright baby pink hoody, which i remebered seeing on a television show once.
“Yes, this is Jessica, shes from England”
“woaaah English girl!” laughed Jong Hun “Never had a english one before!” I smiled,
“Hello, nice to meet you Im Jessica” they all smiled,
“sorry Hong Ki Hyung is out filming right now, he will be back soon, so you can meet him” Jong Hun carried on “He will love the fact your english” i blushed, looking at them face to face, was so different to on screen, they weren’t wearing makeup and their hair was messy.
“you two want to join us for dinner tonight? we can get to know Jessica more!” Jaejin asked, “Hong Ki will meet us at the restaurant”
“yeah and you can see Jaejin the goat in action!” everyone laughed at Seunghyun started imitating Jaejin. Since i was working with them, where ever they went i had to follow. I was practically their personal slave.

For the rest of the day i just wondered around the building with my oppa, in the end i met C.N Blue as well, skipping heart beat the moment i saw Yonghwa walk out the room my oppa kept laughing at me, he knew i was a fan girl of FT Island, he could tell by my yellow nail varnish which earlier Jaejin had pointed out.

We went to a restaurant down the road from their dorm later that night, it was expensive, but nice, they offered to pay, but me and my oppa couldn’t let them do that. They ordered a range of dishes.
“Ah sorry I’m so late” i could hear a familiar voice behind me, I turned to see Hong Ki right behind me. My heart stopped, i was right in front of my favorite idol. “ahh new friend?” He sat down next to me “Hello i’m Hong Ki”
“Hello...” I froze, “Im Jessica”
“Hyung she’s from England” shouted Minhwan from the other end of the table.
“England?” He looked at me as he took his coat off “wow thats amazing, be our English teacher?” i blushed,
“shes your new runner” Dong Woo replied, “ Im sure she will help you with english though”
Hong Ki smiled and started eating.
“Look at the goat!” laughed Seunghyun, we all watched jaejin for a moment, in fact when he ate he did look like a goat...

After eating, we headed to a local karaoke room for a laugh, we ordered some soju and chocopies and sat and laughed at each other singing for a while, forcing me to try and sing one of their songs, i was way to scared.
“Ill sing with you” Hong Ki smiled as he picked up the other mic and sat next to me, “Saranghajimayo?” pressing in the code. The music started, and everyone cheered, I was so nervous. So i only sung the chorus with him

“Don’t ever love, heartbreak will surely come, it hurts even to breathe I thought that this would only hurt as much as i loved, but i was wrong, it hurts a thousand times more.”

If i had known then what heartbreak felt like, I wouldn’t of even bothered with anything, but you have to learn at some time.

“Don’t ever love, It hurts enough to die, you will cry every day, I told myself that when love comes again that it would be easier and that it would last, but i was wrong, not for my love not me...”

as the song ended everyone clapped
“wow you two sound good together~” shouted Jong Hun. “Duet more?” Hong Ki laughed,
“If you’re lucky, Jesski is a hard group to get to perform for free!” everyone laughed
“Jesski? Couple name now?” laughed Jaejin, my oppa winked at me. “next thing you will have is couple rings!” I went bright red....
It was soon midnight, after a long session of karaoke, drinking soju and eating we thought we better end the night.
Everyone had already left the room, whilst i cleaned up the rubbish we had left, Hong Ki popped his head round the door
“you don’t need to do that” he smiled “cleaners will do it”
“But its so hard for them” Hong Ki walked in, half drunk,
“Ill help, it will be quicker”
“Don’t worry you head home, you have a performance tomorrow” I carried on picking up the empty wrappers, but he hadn’t listened to me and starting joining in. I went to pick up a wrapper on the floor next to my leg, and at the same time he was also trying to get this wrapper, his hand landed on mine. We both paused for a second the awkward moment between the two of us. He looked at me and smiled, and slowly moved his hand away.
“ah done!” he sighed, we leave together now.


Hours turned into days, Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months, seasons changed and life was getting better, my class friends spent even more time at mine now since of my job, hoping one of the boys might appear at my door, they never did, i don’t even think they knew where i lived, the only boy who came round was my oppa, who had become a good friend to me and now dating one of my best friends from class. I still was a runner for F.T Island, in fact they had asked for the manger to keep me as part of their team, since they had got use to me. I would spend everyday traveling around with them or just hanging around in their practice room, I was being paid to be a companion more than a runner.
“yahhhh im bored!” Jaejin was laying on the floor in a star shape. Everyone was laying on the floor bored, i was sitting on the stool by the drum spinning around. “Can we go out?” Jaejin moaned as he carried on complaining about the boredom. I picked up the nearest drum stick and smacked the symbol which made everyone jump.
“YAH!” everyone laughed as Seunghyun was scared out of wits. Minhwan rolled across the floor and joined in with the drum bashing. Me and Minhwan were like little kids, we would be so immature most of the times, i was only about a year older than Minhwan, but we were like twins.
“so what we going to do?” I asked Jaejin who was now rolling about on the floor.
“let’s just go somewhere! its friday lets go on holiday!”
“its snowing...”
“Let’s go to the countryside!” shouted Hong Ki

Part Two

We all hopped into the F.T Island mini bus, and headed out into the countryside, the snow covered the whole land, and Hong Ki loved it, he spent the whole journey staring out the window. It was just me and the guys going, i thought it would be awkward but i guessed wrong. I was sitting with Minhwan and Jaejin at the back, Hong ki in front of us and on the other side of the bus Jong Hun, lazy seunghyun was asleep in the front.
We didn’t talk much on the bus, instead most of us fell asleep, i rested my head against minhwan’s shoulder and soon fell asleep.
“we are here!” shouted Jong Hun, i woke up to find myself next to Hong ki, jaejin had swapped places with him and now my head was on hong ki’s shoulder not Minhwan’s.
I quickly moved my head, and i went bright red in the face and Hong Ki laughed. It was pitch black outside, it had taken 2 hours to get to the house, it was now 10pm.

We wondered into the house, which Jong Hun owned for little breaks away from Seoul for the band. It was a large house, made from wood covered in snow, it was such a pretty sight.
“theres only four rooms, two people will have to double up!” laughed Jong Hun, “I didn’t think of getting a house with 5 rooms silly me!” awkward moment time....

We discided the only way to choose who doubled up was a game of rock paper scissors. The two losers would have to share. Hong Ki lost the first round,
“i hope its not Jaejin, he snores!” he laughed, “goat boy snores!” everyone burst into laughter, the second round lasted until four, we kept getting the same one, then i thought paper and everyone else thought scissors... i lost.
“Ohhh!! Hong Ki you must sleep on the floor!” Minhwan said, “You can’t share a bed with her~” we walked to our rooms, the room me and Hong Ki were in faced the landscape behind the house, a snow fallen forest, it was beautiful. The room was so cold though, it was the only room with a broken heater. Everyone was having a early night so we didn’t sleep half the day, it was extremely awkward in the room, I sat on the floor, while Hong Ki was sitting on the bed.
“you have the bed, besides, i’m the runner here” He shook his head
“but your a girl manners tell me to sleep on the mattress on the floor”
“Nope! Wont let you” I got under the covers of the floor bed, and stuck my tongue out
“ha!” he laughed,
“just you wait!” he grinned and turned the light out.

It was so cold! I couldn’t sleep at all, I guessed Hong Ki had fallen asleep, so i got up and tried to find my jumper.. in the pitch black room... fail!
“is that you Jessica?” i guess he wasn’t asleep. “Can’t you sleep?”
“nope, trying to find a jumper” He got up out of bed, i could hear his footsteps coming towards me, he hugged me from behind.
“ill be your jumper” My heart started beating so fast, he placed his head on my shoulder and we stood there for a moment, he pulled me towards the bed, and laid me on the other side to where he was laying, once he was on the bed he pulled the covers over us and cuddled me so tightly since i was shivering. I could feel him shivering, i turned to face him, and wrapped my arms around him
“ill be your jumper too” He smiled, we were laying so close to each other i could feel him breathe sharing one pillow. It was so nice, but i still couldn’t believe i was sharing a bed with him, let alone being so close. We soon fell asleep.

“EHHH?? HYUNG LOOK AT THIS!” I was just waking, i could hear Minhwan shouting “LOOK QUICK!”
I heard footsteps coming into the room,
“ehhh? i thought we said no sharing the bed?” the sound of Jong Hun’s voice appeared.
“you don’t think they are?”
“wouldn’t he of said something?” Next in was Jaejin.
“hahahahaha!! Hyung has a girlfriend?” he laughed “ahh never thought he liked her in that way?”
“he didn’t shut up about her for a while though remember” i was trying to keep my eyes closed and not smile, i felt Hong Ki wrap his arms around me tighter and moved even closer, our faces were practically touching.
“saying he liked her and wanted to ask her on a date but was too afraid she was dating Dong Woo”
“oh yeah! and when they sung at karaoke is when he thought he had found love?”
“ahh I remember now, shall we just leave them alone for a while?” Jong hun walked out, “we need to go buy some food anyway!” the three of them strolled out and closed the door.

“did you hear that” Hong Ki whispered “are you awake?”
“yeah i heard it”
“now you know” he smiled, the sun was shinning through the thin curtains, it was still dim in the room, but we could at least see each other. “you look so pretty when you sleep”
i laughed,
“watching me?”
“i won’t deny that, don’t ignore me now you know will you?”
“of course not”
“so forgive me for this”
“for what?” He pulled me closer and kissed me on the forehead, then the lips, I could feel his heart beating so fast, as he pulled away he smiled,
“for that”
“did i stop you?” i laughed, he gave me a cheeky smile and cuddled me in his warm embrace.
“be mine?” My heart skipped a beat, It was like living a dream.
“what did you say” I wanted to hear it again, i didn’t believe what i heard
“be mine?” he stroked my hair, “my Jessica~”
“yes!” he had a massive grin on his face. He started kissing me more, it was so dream like, i had to contact my friend Jasmin, who was known to be dating the famous Jungmin from SS501. While Hong Ki was in the shower, i called her.

“Jasmin! You never guess what!”
“what unnie?” she sounded shocked, i could hear Jungmin in the background
“am i on speaker?”
“yeah unnie you are!” I laughed
“hello Jungmin oppa!”
“tell us the news already” i heard him shouting in the background
“Well you know i went with the boys to their vacation house”
“yeaahhh...”
“well two people had to double up and well...”
“YOU DIDN’T DID YOU?” shouted Hyun Joong, who must of walked in the room
“oh hello Oppa! and no we didn’t, Jasmin take me off speaker?”
“ok ill go in the other room, tell me all”
“he just asked me to be his girl”
“no way!”
“oh god i think hes coming back in the room, better go, ill call you when im home”
“hyun Joong says bye!”
“saranghae~”
“Saranghaeyo!”
As i put the phone down, a half naked hong ki walked in the room, just standing in a towel.
“dont mind me” he laughed, he picked up his bag and walked out again. In the first few hours of being alone in the house, since the boys hadn’t arrived home we thought it would be nice to go for a walk in the snow covered forest next to the house. It was sunny, but cold we wrapped up warm in coats and scarfs and ran out into the snow, Hong Ki started rolling a snowball across the ground until it was huge, then made another one and struggled to get it on top of the other one, i laughed as he finally got it on, I started doing the same but mine was a tad smaller than his, and placed it next to his snowman.
“Its us” he laughed, taking his scarf off and wrapping it around the snowman, then made our twig hands touch, “see its you and me” I laughed as he wrote his name in the snowman’s tummy. “Our first memory together”
“we have loads of memories together”
“not as a couple~” he smiled and grabbed my hand, and we walked into the forest.

At the same time the others had arrived home, Dong woo had also appeared, 
“Dong woo, did Jessica ever say anything about Hong Ki Hyung?”
“sometimes she said how she thought he looked really good, or he sung really well why?”
“well this morning we went in their room...”
“and well they were sharing the bed” Jaejin butted in
“and they were cuddling and looked like a couple”
“really? do you think they are? maybe they have kept it secret?” Dong woo loved mysteries and gossip more than anything.
“he would of told us, or we would of noticed”
“we will have to wait and see what happens...”


Part 3

The holiday soon came to a end, and we all had to go back to Seoul. Everyone watched me and Hong Ki sit next to each other on the bus, no one came and sat with us, but instead giggled all the way home.
Weeks went on and on, traveling from University to the F&C building everyday, normally i worked after a class, to earn extra money. Everyone else said it was to see Hong Ki, maybe it was... We would go out after his schedule and play pool or just wander around for ages.

“hey look at that” he grabbed me and rushed over to a jewelry shop window “lets get some” I looked into the window to see a display of couple rings, we already had matching necklaces, a gold skull one, it was only small but it was special, Hong Ki had chosen them, so it was my turn to choose the couple rings.
“aww cute!” i smiled as i saw a pair of sliver ones small crystals in, they were so pretty.
“shall we get them?” he smiled, and asked the shop owner to get them for us, they looked so nice, Hong ki insisted he paid for them. We headed towards my dorm, we had brought a few films so we would watch them at mine, so we wouldn’t have intruders. It was late, but it didn’t matter it was the weekend. We sat in my living room and put one of the many films on. Hong Ki pulled out the couple rings, and slipped one of them onto my finger, and smiled
“Happy 100 days” he smiled, and wrapped his arms around me, I couldn’t stop smiling, I had never been so happy before. He stroked my hair before leaning in for a kiss. We cuddled on the sofa watching Virgin snow.
“let’s never have a parting like that” he said at the end of the film
“promise?”
“i promise” He cuddled me tighter and our lips met again, tears of happiness rolled down my cheek, he looked at me, “why you crying” wiping the way the tears from my cheeks, “dont cry, i never want to make you cry”
“im just so happy”
“im happy too” We looked into each others eyes, “let me stay here tonight” he whispered in my ear. I nodded, and he placed his hands on my face and kissed me so softly. “ill call the guys” He pulled out his phone and called Jong Hun, who to my surprise was with his girlfriend.
"Jong Hun your with Amber?” Hong ki laughed “amber’s one of Jessica’s mates!” i looked up, me and Amber had been in high school together, me Jasmin her and Niki had been good friends for a long time and all had moved to Korea. “your dating Amber? ahhh i see! Well hyung i won’t be coming home tonight.. yeah im staying at Jessica’s.... no! ... ok ill be back tomorrow bye” He put his phone of the table and laughed, “hes with amber!”
“what?!” i laughed, i never thought Amber had kept in contact with him after they met at Minhwans birthday.
Hong Ki came back to the sofa and pulled me up and cuddled me
“i love you” he whispered in my ear, it was the first time he had said it to me, i went weak at the knees as my heart beat started to rush.
“I love you too” I didn’t stop smiling after that
It was soon time to sleep, we would be working tomorrow afternoon, since a team meeting with the band was needed about the new comeback.

I wondered into the bedroom
“you can sleep in here” I turned round to see Hong Ki standing in the doorway. He slowly walked towards me closing the door and grabbed me, and leaned in to kiss me, slowly pulling my top over my head, then his own, he smiled as he cuddled me, i could feel his heart beat on his warm chest. We fell onto the bed, he was laying on top of me, he kissed my neck gently before switching off the lights.


I woke up first, and jumped in the shower, by the time i was out Hong Ki had woken up, as i strolled back into the bedroom Hong ki was dressing,
“we have to leave in 10 minutes” i said looking at the clock. “we have a meeting”
“aisshh stupid meeting” I didn’t know then, that he already knew what was going to be said, he didn’t give any hints though, he kept it to himself.


As the meeting started, we all sat down, me still just being their runner, i sat far away from Hong Ki, instead Dong woo was next to me,
“hello everyone” the manger walked in, “today we are discussing the future of F.T Island” Dong Woo sighed, he must of already known as well.
“they will be leaving for Japan tomorrow” My heart stopped, Japan? “only a few of the staff will be going with them, since they will be over there for some time. Jessica, you will be staying here, due to your studies, i know your good friends with the boys but your studies come first i’m afraid” I could of burst into tears right then, Hong Ki looked at me while i stunk into my chair,
“I understand” i replied, “I know i must finish my studies first”
“There will be no need for you to join them in Japan after the end of the semester, they will have new Japanese staff out there” I couldn’t believe what i heard...

After the meeting i ran out, and headed to the practice room and hid in the instrument room. I burst into tears, I couldn’t believe what was going to happen, they would be there for a year, and probably won’t be visiting Korea in that time. I heard a knock on the door, i ignored it.
“It’s me” i recognized Hong Ki’s voice straight away “can i come in” even with no reply he opened the door, closing it behind him, he bent down front of me, “don’t cry, please don’t cry”
“you said, you never wanted to make me cry” tears flooded down my face, “Look at me! I’m such a mess!”
“shhh” he pulled me closer, but i pushed him away
“Why didn’t you tell me!?”
“I didn’t want to loose this”
“oh so now its over?” I started to pull off the ring, he stopped me and kissed my hand,
“no it’s not even near that” His voice was weak, tears were rolling down his cheeks.
“wait for me ok?” I nodded. He pulled me close to him...


[11 months later]

It had been a hard 11 months, I was now working for C.N Blue, but it wasn’t the same, the guys were amazing to be around, they knew that i was Hong Ki’s girlfriend and i had become good friends with Yonghwa. Amber had gone to Japan to visit the guys, since she didn’t study over here, just lived working for a small restaurant near her apartment. I told her to call me when she met up with the boys, since i missed them so much, I couldn’t find a good excuse for a few weeks off work since C.N Blue’s new comeback was next week, so everything was so hectic where i was.

My phone started to ring
“Hello” It was amber
“Jessica I didn’t want to tell you this...”
“tell me what?”
“look on the news blog” I quickly ran to my laptop which was sitting on the floor, me and the guys had been looking at their ratings,fan videos and reading fan fics in the morning, it was pretty fun to do. I typed in the news blog amber told me to.
“what the?” i screamed, “Amber....”
“I know, thats what i thought” Looking on the page, the article was titled ‘ Hong Ki spotted with Japanese model servile times looking at couple mobile charms’ I nearly broke down into tears. “ Don’t worry ill ask Jong hun to ask about it later, don’t worry too much, I’ve told Jasmin, shes over here with SS501 right now Ill call you later” the phone call ended...


Later on i heard about what Jungmin and Jasmin did when they met Hong Ki...
“YAH!” Jungmin shouted, “what are you doing?” Jasmin running after Jungmin, who was also followed by Hyun Joong. “Don’t you tell me”
“What have you done to Unnie?” Jasmin shouted
“Ehhh?” Hong ki looked confused. “what you on about?”
“we saw the article dont lie to us” yelled Hyun Joong. “with that model! How could you even think of doing that!”
“Do you want to die?” shouted Jungmin, Jasmin poked him and shook her head
“shh dont say that oppa!”
“Don’t think your getting away with this! Jessica has seen the article!”
“what?” Hong Ki was shocked, “you mean...”
“yes she knows, she knows everything, Amber called her, we called her she knows what your really like”
“how could you!” Jasmin screamed and slapped him around the face “Dont you even dare try and talk to her again! your a cheap selfish man Hong Ki!” She stormed out followed by Jungmin
“if I was you, I wouldn’t of even looked at another girl let alone take her out and by phone charms together, how could you even do that to her? You stay away from her from now on!” Hyun Joong then walked out, slamming the door behind him. I wasn’t told this story until later that week, i was too shocked to pick up my phone.


The month seemed to be getting slower, next month F.T Island would be back, and i would carry on working for them, Dong woo had left two months ago to study in America, so i had no one to turn to in the building. I strolled around the practice room where F.T Island use to be, there were still little messages on the wall from where we had been.
“Jong Hun loves amber very much im quackers for her”
“Minhwan wants chicken Jessica buy some for me ok~?”
“F.T Island fighting~ Jaejin is sexy!”
“Seunghyun is a cool maknae!”
“Hong Ki Loves Jessica with all his heart, no one will change that” as i looked at it i burst into tears, i grabbed the nearest pen i wrote next to it
“Jessica was here, until some one lied to her and broke her heart” That day, i resigned as a runner for F&C and left the building forever. I emailed Dong Woo telling him the story, he said he would be coming back soon and would hurt Hong ki. It made me smile but i knew he wasn’t working for them anymore so he wouldn’t be able to get near him.

So here i am now, just waiting, just watching the snow fall, they had been back 2 weeks now, yet no contact from him, Amber and Jong Hun had moved in together, Jasmin and Jungmin were now engaged and i was so happy for the four of them. I couldn’t wish for anything more than them to be happy. Jasmin, Amber and Niki would come visit me everyday, normally bringing some one along, normally one of the boys, Minhwan and Jaejin and seunghyun normally appeared without the girls as well, they said they missed my company, they never spoke about Hong Ki. Hyun Joong would spend many days at mine as well, just being a friend in need really.

We were sitting watching Baby and I when there was a knock at the door he paused the film, as i walked up to the door, thinking it was one of the girls opened it, there stood Hong Ki. Hyun Joong stood up as soon as he saw him, I looked at Hong Ki, who stepped forward
“Jessica...”
“Get out” i heard Hyun Joong shouting “What did i tell you?” Hong Ki looked at Hyun Joong
“why are you in here?” he looked me in the eyes “You dating him now?” I looked at his hand, there was no couple ring, no necklace
“no we are not” he replied, “Im just here to cheer her up since someone broke her heart”
I just stared at the finger where the ring use to be, i pulled mine off and took the necklace off and placed them in Hong Ki’s hand,
“guess these mean nothing now”
“wait Jessica...”
“goodbye Hong Ki” I closed the door, and burst into tears, Hyun Joong ran to me and cuddled me so tightly
“shhh it’s ok, it’s ok jessica he will come back” He stroked my hair and comforted me until later that night, “I need to go, Kyu needs a lift home call me if you need me ok?” He kissed me on the forehead and left.

Again i was alone in the apartment, wondering around aimlessly, there was a knock at the door, it was around midnight who would be coming here at this time?
I opened the door, Hong ki was standing there, holding a rose, and our couple rings and necklace in his hands.
“Im sorry.... Im sorry... Jessica...” He was crying, he looked so weak trembling out side my door, I didn’t know how long he had been there, but he was shivering from the cold.
“get in here now you will catch a cold!” he didn’t move “Hong Ki get in!” in the end i had to force him in, his body was freezing from being out in the cold “why are you such a idiot?”
“cause.... Cause i love you” My heart jumped “I always have, always will. that Rumor in Japan, this is why it happened” He pulled out matching phone charms, one was yellow with Jessica written on it the other was blue with Hong Ki written on it, the arms would connect when they were near each other. I smiled 
“You’re saying... thats why?”
“thats why i was shouted at by all your friends” he laughed “forgive me”
“yes” Tears started rolling down my face, he wiped them away, and grabbed me and hugged me so tightly
“Im never letting you go again!” with that he leaned in and kissed me i felt him slide what i thought was the couple ring on my finger,
"marry me..."

The End



Winter Love 2 Hong Ki & Hyun Joong
Part One

It had been four brilliant months since my Hong Ki had returned to me, we had brought our own place, a large apartment which could fit all of us in. We brought all our stuff in, and just left it in the living room, which we had already brought in a wide screen tv and a huge sofa, for obvious reasons our sofa had to be big, F.T Island already said they would be coming round, even though Jong Hun and Amber only lived across the road from us.
I took our suitcases into the bed room, i was completely thrown out by the fact we had a closet each for our clothes. I ran excitedly into my closet, and quickly unpacked everything, my clothes didn’t even take up half the space, i sighed in disappointment of my lack of clothing, unlike Hong Ki’s closet which was practically full.
There was a knock on the door
“Open the door Hyung!” i heard the boys shouting “Let us in!” I ran to the door, and opened it “Ohhhh Noona!” Minhwan jumped on me “eeeeek!” his high pitched scream was too adorable. Jaejin, Jong Hun, Seunghyun and Amber also walked through the door while i was being hugged by Minhwan
“hi guys!” Hong Ki pulled Minhwan off me and laughed, “behave Minhwan, as he ran off to look around.
“yah this place is massive” Hong Ki laughed
“planning on having a family?” Amber laughed, I smacked her arm
“shut up you!”
“Not even married yet let them off!” Jong Hun laughed as his hugged Amber from the back.
Jaejin and Seunghyun had run off with Minhwan upstairs,
“woaaah second floor?” i heard Jaejin shout. we just left them to it.

While they were having fun upstairs, Hong ki and Jong Hun went into the kitchen to make snacks while myself and Amber went onto the balcony.
“how have you been?” i asked her
“Fine, just fine nothing could get better really” She smiled and leaned on the balcony wall. “He asked me to marry him...”
“Oh my god really?” I jumped up and down in excitment “what did you say? omg do you have a ring show me?” she lifted her hand to show a huge diamond ring. “EEEEKK!”
“Looks like all of us are getting married!” she laughed “wait... Jasmin and Jungmin are already married!” we laughed “the youngest of the four of us and the first one to get married!” we laughed more
“all grown up now eh!” i sighed “only a few years ago we were in England in that crappy school!”
“good times though”
“So Amber why you suggesting there will be a child on the way?”
“oh well....erm..”

While in the kitchen the boys were having a conversation just like ours
“hyung... I did it” Jong Hun confessed
“what did you do?”
“ask her to marry me” Hong Ki dropped the box of chocopies on the floor
“What happened?”
“She said yes!” Hong ki smiled
“congrats! Im so happy for you two!”
“How are you and jessica?”
“great, after all that crap that went on four months ago we are stronger now, sometimes i feel that there will be nothing else that will make me happier than her”
“thats good to know! looks like we are going to have good lives with these two”
“agreed!”
“You two will be having a child next” hong ki yet again dropped the box of chocopies on the floor.
“eehh ? Jong Hun why are you and amber going on about such things? You aren’t telling me Ambers...?”

“everyone food!” Jong Hun shouted from the kitchen the sound of the three boys running down the stairs could be heard from outside. Me and amber walked back into the room,
“and what where you talking about babe?” Jong Hun asked as he kissed Amber on the cheek.
“nothing much” she laughed. We all sat on the floor in the open space around a table full of snacks and drinks
“what times Jungmin and Jasmin coming?” Hong Ki asked “Hyun Joong is coming too according to Jasmin”
“should be here soon” I smiled and checked my phone, no texts or missed calls, no problems there.
the loud chatting from the boys made it hard to think, it was like they hadn’t seen each other in ages.

About 30 minutes later Jasmin, Jungmin and Hyun Joong arrived, i jumped on Jasmin, i hadn’t seen her since she left for her honey moon with Jungmin to Greece, she was all tanned.
“oh my look at you two” i laughed “brown babes!” Jasmin gave me a hug and passed me a parcel “ooh whats this?”
“a moving in present!” he smiled as her and Jungmin walked past, Jungmin messing up my hair.
“ahh Oppa!” I smiled as Hyun Joong walked towards me “annyeong!” he smiled and hugged me tightly, we were still good friends even after him and Hong ki had fallen out 5 months ago before he had come back from Japan.
“hello you” as he ruffled my hair and went to join the other guys on the floor. Niki and Youngbae had gone for a holiday in America for a month so we wouldn’t see them until 3 weeks before the wedding.

Jasmin, me and Amber strolled upstairs for a chat
“so whats it like being married to him?” i laughed as i sat on the floor of my study well it was more of a chill out room.
“its weird at first, then its just like being girlfriend and boyfriend apart from im now Park Jasmin!” we all laughed!
“your going to be Lee Jessica that sounds so funny!” i threw a cushion at amber, “YA! your going to be Choi Amber!”
“Niki will be Dong niki!” we all laughed at our childish chats “woah it still feels like a dream really!” Amber stated
“apart from your marrying Jong Hun not Taemin!” i joked.
“shut up you!”
“So Amber! tell us more about this secret!”
“nope i won’t tell you yet, right now its all about you and Hong ki getting married and being happy!”
“i want you two and niki to be my bridesmaid’s ok?”
“oh my god really?” Jasmins screamed “eeeekk! Unnie!”

while downstairs the boys had something different on their minds
“you wont be free as a bird anymore Hong ki” laughed Minhwan
“your wife will so many more anti fans than she already has!” sighed Hyun Joong “protect her ok?”
“oh i will” he grinned “hongstar will protect her even if it means i die” he said so seriously.
“fair play, i would risk everything for Jasmin’s safety” Jungmin added “thats how we show our love the best”
“not just in the bedroom” laughed Jong hun
“YA!” shouted jaejin “we have a maknae in the room, everyone turned to face Seunghyun who had just shoved a whole chocopie in his mouth.
“lets all live happily” they raised their glasses in cheer.

A few weeks later, when niki arrived back home, we all planned go to get our dresses for my big day, we strolled down to the pretty wedding dress shop.
“oh my god unnie try that one on!” it was a beautiful white dress, with a corset back laced up with ribbon and covered with pretty gems. We rushed over to it and grabbed it. “try it on!”
a few moments later i walked out of the changing room to the waiting audience of the girls
“OH MY GOD!”
“wow!” 
“thats beautiful!” they all clapped and cheered as i spun round
“I love it guys!” i never felt so happy.
“oh i have a surprise for you” laughed Niki, she ran out the shop and we waited, Jasmin pushed me back into the changing room, while amber picked a tiara and vail.
“get shoes too amber!” shouted Jasmin, the shop assistant was grinning with the excitment which was going on between the girls. Amber then ran in and they arranged the tiara and vail on my head and i slipped the pearl white shoes on, we heard niki come back in Jasmin and amber ran out
“on the count of three walk out ok?” shouted Niki, i didn’t know what this surprise was.
“1 2 3! Come out!” i walked out again, Niki pulled out a diamond neckless and bracelet, i screamed and ran to hug her
“why did you?”
“take it as a engagement present” she laughed i hugged her tightly
“geeze i love you girls!”
Next we went to buy the girls bridesmaid dresses
“yellow?” Suggested Jasmin “Primadonna colour!” she laughed
“yeah Yellow!” laughed Niki, “F.T Island will love that!” we all laughed and picked out the brightest yellow dress, it was up to their knees and puffy with a red bow in the middle it was so pretty. They picked out matching yellow shoes and bags. “primadonna style!” everyone laughed,
“lunch anyone?”
“yeah!” everyone shouted.


Later that night when i returned home, i ran up stairs and took the dresses and everything upstairs into my study and hid them.
“Hello baby!” shouted Hong ki from downstairs.
“Hello you!” i shouted back as i strolled back downstairs
“have a fun day with the girls?” He put his arms on my waist and i wrapped my arms around his neck
“Yes i did, lots of money well spent!” he laughed
“same here!” he leaned in and kissed me, “Im so happy baby”
“so am i!”
“Mrs Lee?” he laughed
“Not yet!!” i stuck my tongue out and he tried to bite it. “Stop it you!”
“Bed time for you!”
“and not for you?” he dragged me into the bedroom.


It was the big day, Hong Ki had gone over the Jong Hun’s to get ready while the girls all rushed over here at 9am.
“wake up!”
“eeeh? how did you get in?”
“Hong Ki gave me the key” amber waved the key in front of me, Jasmin brought all the boxes with the dresses in,
“hair and makeup stuff too?” I laughed
“I brought a whole suitcase full” laughed Amber. First we had some breakfast which hong ki had made us before he left with a small note
Jessica next time i see you is when your looking like a angel in that dress, i love you!
“aww so cute” Jasmin had picked it up and grinned “too cute!”

After breakfast we all rushed around getting ready, the wedding was at 12. There was a knock at the door at 11:30, i opened it to find Hyun Joong standing there,
“im driv... wow you look beautiful” he paused “seriously wow!” he grinned “come on time to go!” All of us rushed out to the car, and headed towards the wedding chapel. There were thousands of fans waiting for us there, Hong Ki was standing outside waiting for us to arrive. As i saw him i smiled so hard that my cheeks hurt. tears started rolling down my face with happiness
“dont cry! it will ruin all my hard work!” Hyun Joong stepped out and opened the door for me, as i climbed out i could hear the primadonna’s scream, and throw small teddys or flowers towards me
“thank you everyone!” i waved. Most of the primadonna’s supported Hong ki and me they were the true fans, who didn’t hate me. Hong Ki was on the other side of the road, as i started to cross the road, i could hear a loud engine approaching, next thing i knew i was thrown out of the way, i lost conciseness for a moment, when i woke, i could hear screaming I looked around, the girls ran over to me
“oh my god are you ok?”
“what happened?” i asked. I looked up and i saw Hong Ki laying in the middle of the road. I screamed, “Oh my god Hong Ki!” I crawled towards him, his face was covered in blood, “some one phone for help now!” the rest of FT Island were standing around him, blocking the photographers from taking photos, i laid Hong kis head on my lap, staining my once white dress.
“Hong Ki, talk to me” I burst into tears, and i grabbed his hand “Hong ki!”
“I..... I Love you Jessica”
“dont die! please don’t leave me” I could hear ambulances coming, and the fans were screaming, it was all becoming a blur.
“Jessica, oh my... my girl. be happy ok?”
“I wont let you die, stay with me don’t leave me please don’t leave me!”
“Saranghae” he closed his eyes, i screamed so loudly
“wake up, please wake up” the doctors ran over, and pulled me away from him “No! Don’t, let me stay with him!”
“sorry Miss, but we must check you, you had a blow to the head when he pushed you out the way”
The next thing i heard was the ambulance rush Hong Ki to the hospital...


Part 2

Days turned into weeks, still no increase in recovering, he was in coma, the doctors had told us we should speak to him, even though he might not be able to hear us.
“Its been a while since i’ve heard your voice” sighed as i heard the the beep of the heart monitor next to him “how long will this last ? Im waiting and waiting its so hard, we would be married if that didn’t happen, why did you push me out the way” tears rolled down my eyes “why did you do that!” I laid my head on his bed and closed my eyes, i wished he could just wake up right now and things could be back to normal. The doctor said there was a 40% chance of him living, i was worried everyday dreading phone calls telling me it was over, that he had gone.

Jong Hun walked in with Amber, who was looking pretty chubby round the belly, I think i knew why now. But i didn’t want to ask. I stood up, to give them time with him, i needed to go clean the apartment, I hadn’t tried to move anything since he was gone, I didn’t want to. the blood stained dress was laid over the desk in my closet, I know it should of removed it from my life but i just couldn’t.
There was a knock at the door,
“Jessica?” I heard Hyun Joong outside, i opened the door “Ah your here, pack some things up now!” I didn’t bother asking why, i trusted him with my life, i packed up a weekends worth of clothes and makeup and ran to him.
He grabbed my hand and rushed me out to his car
“where are we going?”
“away from here!” He opened the door to his car for me, the roof was down, it was a nice sports car. “You need a break from all of this!” I smiled he threw the suitcase in the back of the car, and ran round to the drivers side. We sped off. I could feel the breeze in my hair, as he drove us down the country roads, where we were headed, i didn’t know but i guessed he had a plan.
“sleep if you can” he smiled, “It will take a while” I closed my eyes and listened to the car speed us across the land.

When i woke up i could smell the sea breeze, we were in the town Donghae. On the East coast of South Korea. He smiled, “was going to take you to Jeju, but thats next time” he smiled and pulled my suitcase out, followed by his own, I followed him to a beach house, located right on the seafront. The breeze was so nice, the sea was clear. It was a pefect location.

“like it?” he smiled “you need a break from being in the city” We strolled into the beach house, it was completely white, like walking into heaven. The breeze from the french doors made the curtains dance in the gentle breeze, it was so peaceful. We showed me up to my room, it was a small room, with a balcony and a little desk which reminded me of a makeup counter from the 50’s. “I owned this place, we can stay as long as you like” he smiled and walked out to let me unpack. I felt bad, i had just run off without telling anyone, I guessed Hyun joong had told Jasmin and Jungmin, who would spread the word and hopefully would keep me updated in Hong ki’s condition. I was a fool for coming with him but instinct told me i should.

We spent the days strolling the beach, going for horse rides in the country side and just chilling out in the warm weather. I hadn’t had a call from the guys, i was wandering why, maybe Hong Ki was still in the same condition, or they didn’t know i was here. We walked along the shore he grabbed my hand, i just accepted it, we were good friends after all. He smiled at me, we had been drinking in the evening, and had headed out to watch the sunset half drunk.
“how are you feeling?”
“Great, its so peaceful here away from the city” He smiled and stopped and sat on the sand, his feet slowly being touched by the tide. “my head is spinning around and around, ergh i think i drunk too much!” He begged me to sit with him, I took my sandals off and joined him on the cool sand.
“ahh wish i could stay here forever” i laughed laying down, and stretching my arms out “Its too nice to leaaveeeee” He turned to face me and grinned “
“You can if you want”
“what?”
“stay here... forever” I laughed,
“dream world you mean?”
“no....” he leaned closer, “ with me” my heart stopped, why was he saying these things to me “stay here with me a while longer”
“but hong ki...”
“he will never know anything” tears rolled down my cheeks, “he’s made you cry, suffer and wait for so long, let me guide you now” he touched my face, wiping away the tears. He leaned closer and kissed my forehead so gently, he placed his forehead on mine so we were eye to eye. He smiled, and leaned in closer, as he did i could feel his hands touch either side of my face, I couldn’t stop him. Next thing i knew we were kissing. I tried to push him off, but i couldn’t.
“we shouldn’t...” i sighed, as he pulled away from me
“im sorry, it just... i didn’t think”
“don’t worry about it”
“I need to tell you something..” at that point i heard my name being called out, It was Amber and Jong Hun running towards the beach
“we need to go now!” i jumped up
“why?”
“Hong ki... he’s gone into a critical condition” i screamed,
“You take amber back, my cars faster i can get her there before you” Hyun joong said, “collect her stuff from the house?” Amber and Jong Hun ran to the house while Hyun Joong and myself ran to his car, i had instantly sobered up with the news of Hong ki’s heath. We jumped into the car and sped off towards Seoul.

A few hours later we were there,
“you run in ill meet you up there” I closed the door and he sped off again, the things he did for me could never be forgotten. I rushed into the hospital, and into the room Hong Ki was laying in, the doctors were all crowded around him, 
“excuse me miss you can’t be in here right now”
“how is he? just tell me how he is?”
“not good right now, his heart nearly stopped beating” i burst into tears and Hyun Joong appeared, he grabbed me and hugged me tightly
“shh its ok, calm down he will be fine” Hyun Joong looked at the doctor who shook his head, “just relax”

Part Three - Final

It had been 3 weeks after than incident, I wondered around the empty apartment longing for Hong Ki’s company, i longed to hear his laugh, see his smile. It was so hard without him here, even though Hyun Joong spent many days here. I got a call,
“hello Miss clark?”
“yes hello?”
“its Doctor Choi, can you come in?”
“yeah sure, ill head over now”

I strolled down to the hospital, i was greeted at the door by the doctor, he was a old man, but kind and understanding towards me.
“How have you been Miss Clark?” he couldn’t pronounce my surname right, so it sounded more like Miss Park which made me laugh.
“I’ve been fine, coping slowly” i smiled
“good news i have to say” i laughed
“whats that?”
“your good friend Amber is expecting to have...”
“Doctor Choi! we need you now! Hes woken up!’ my heart jumped
“what?” i said,
“yes he is talking about Mr Lee” I jumped in joy, “coming?” we ran up to his room, to find Hong ki with his eyes open,
“Oh my god Hong Ki!” I ran up to him, and grabbed his hand
“he might take some time to recover to speak and move but don’t worry he should be recovering more and more, he can go home soon”
“Hong Ki, it’s me Jessica, I’m so happy” He looked at me confused and dazed but tried to smile, i could feel his fingers trying to grasp my hand. I sat with him for the rest of the day, even when the doctors were running tests.
“doctor Choi” I asked “When you said about Amber...?”
“give it some time and you will know” I laughed he was always playing games with us when we came to visit Hong Ki.
Hyun Joong rushed in the room,
“ i came as soon as i heard the news” He smiled as he saw Hong Ki’s eyes open “Ah thank god for that, Is he ok?”
“he will be in a matter of days” He smiled at doctor Choi
“i could hug you doctor” he laughed
“i’d go into coma cause of your sexiness!” we all laughed.

“Jessica can i talk to you outside?” Hyun Joong opened the door and we strolled out into the empty hallway “i need to tell you this”
“what oppa?”
“im going away, to study, and i need to tell you this now...”
“what? just tell me?” He grapped me and kissed me so passionately “what?!” i stepped back “what was that for?”
“I love you, i always have” he pulled out a necklass, with a sliver ring on, it was beautiful, “wear this for me, so i know im always there for you”
“Oppa what is this all about”
“i needed to tell you before i went”

“what the hell are you doing?” Jong Hun appeared “Why did you just try and kiss her?”
“wheres Amber?”
“she’s downstairs” Why would she be downstairs? she was keeping something from me.
“get out now Hyun Joong, and leave Jessica”
“let me finish what i was saying!” Jong Hun stormed into Hong Ki’s room and closed the door.

“Just wear it, please... Dont forget me”
“of course i won’t why would you think i would” he smiled and hugged me tightly “have this as well” he passed me a set of house keys “the keys for the beach house, i know how much you loved it. We can share this treasured place now” I smiled, tears rolled down my cheek “my flights in 3 hours, so i must leave now, I hope you and Hong ki all the best”
“Are you coming back?”
“who knows? Maybe i will... one day... I need time to think and leave you and Hong ki to grow old together before i reappear”
“Ill miss you!” he kissed me on the forehead messed up my hair and started to walk away
“Ill miss you too, Good bye Jessica!”
“Oppa! he stopped and turned around “i love you too! write to me ok?!” He nodded and walked out the door.

I walked into the room, where Jong Hun and Hong ki were, the others soon arrived, including Jasmin and niki and their boys, We all sat around Hong ki, he was slowly beginning to recognize us as we spoke to him.
“yah Hyung you need to sort a wedding day out!” everyone laughed
“Got side tracked last time” Niki smiled and messed up my hair, “its good we are all here together for once though”
“shame its got to be like this” sighed Jungmin, “and we are missing Hyun Joong”
“where is he?” asked Jong Hun
“left, to study abroad for a while, he wanted to travel anyway”
“owwww” a slight moan from Hong ki was suddenly heard, we all turned out heads in shock and stared at him “my....... head?” we all cheered, he must of been gaining his speech back.

The next week i could take him home, he was slowly becoming his usual self again, laughing around and teasing me,
“I missed you so much” i said as we were cuddling on the sofa, watching the drama Snow Flower, which he knew was my favorite drama ever. He pulled me closer to him
“I missed you too” he smiled and looked at me int he eyes, “marry me?”
“silly question” i laughed he pulled me in and kissed me
“lets do it next week!”
“so soon?”
“i’ve been waiting for this day for months!” he laughed “i only dreamt of you, I could see your face smiling at me all the time, i knew you were always there for me”
“just don’t go jumping in front of cars again”
“Ok” he kissed my forehead
“Promise?”
“promised!” he grabbed me and kissed me so passionately, tears rolled down my cheeks.

Next month we got married, the wedding was beautiful we had it on the beach where once me and Hyun Joong shared together through the hardships. The weather was lovely, the sun beamed down.
“Three cheers for Jessica and Hong Ki!” shouted everyone, “may you live happily together for the rest of your lives!” I hugged him so tightly, i was so happy, i couldn’t stop crying with tears, finally after such a long wait the day had finally come, I wasn’t just his girlfriend anymore, i was his wife.
“Ah geeze!” Amber shouted
“WHAT?!” we all shouted
“i.... i think..... i’m about to have a baby...”
I screamed “You having a WHAT?!” everyone laughed, and best man Jong Hun ran towards her and grabbed her
“Hong Ki, we better leave we will come back before you two leave!” Everyone cheered as Jong Hun rushed Amber away.
“so that was their little secret” laughed the girls “after waiting and waiting.”

After 12 hours, Amber arrived at the beach house with two little baby’s. A little boy called Taemin and a little girl called Soo Mei. They were adorable. They had little duck jumpsuits on, one was white the other yellow. They were only small but they looked so much like their father.

Me and Hong ki on the other hand, stayed at the beach house for a while longer, it was so peaceful, we would leave to visit my family in england in a few days time, so we spent the last few days strolling the beach.
“Mrs Lee” he laughed
“Yes?”
“I love you”
“I love you too” i looked at him in the eyes as he pulled me closer to him kissing my forehead. “ I need to tell you something”
“what?” I whispered too words into his ear, i suddenly felt his heart jump and race so quickly “You’re WHAT?”

The End




Summer Dreams Kim Bum & Ryeowook
Part One



It was the summer, the sun was shinning down, as i unpacked my car, i had just moved out of my friend, Jasmin’s apartment since her and her boyfriend Jungmin had gotten serious, and i thought it was time i should leave and give them two some more space. I had brought a little apartment near my work, I was a photographer for a fashion magazine, using all the famous stars as my models, it was a well paid job, but i always saved instead of spending before that i had been the MC of a few variety shows nothing much but it was fun. That morning i spent all day rearranging my furniture and unpacking everything, it soon felt like a home.

I thought i’d go for a jog down the road, just to get use to the neighbor hood. It was so hot outside compared the air conditioned apartment. I started to run down a hill in a small park near the apartment, but i tripped on a stone and tumbled down the hill,
“owwww” I had badly hurt my ankle.
“Are you alright?” I heard some one shouting as they ran towards me “Are you hurt?” I looked up to see a handsome figure standing in front of me
“Im fine” i tried standing, but it hurt so much i feel straight back down again. “owwww”
“Let me have a look” he took my shoe off and felt my ankle, “its not broken its ok, just twisted it.” He slipped my shoe back on “let me take you home”
“its ok, ill be fine...”
“no i insist” He pulled me up and made me jump onto his back, “where do you live?”
“the new apartment blocks near the shop”
“Oh really?” he laughed and his started walking up the hill “I live there too”
“whats your name?”
“oh i’m sorry thats really rude, i haven’t introduced myself” he laughed “My names Kim Bum”
“Im Jessica”
“english girl?”
“yeah! been living here for a few years though”
“oh really? what do you do?”
“Photographer for a fashion magazine, i want to go into being a MC full time though”
“MC? interesting” he laughed “don’t recognize me then?” I paused for a second, i thought the name Kim Bum was familiar,
“wait....” i could hear him giggling “No wait your not ....”
“what?”
“the actor kim bum?!”
“Yeah thats me” my heart stopped
“you shouldn’t carry me, oh god let me down!”
“nope too late now looks like we are nearly here anyway” He took me to my door, “let me take you inside” He put out his hand and i gave him the key to the door, and he carried me in. He placed me on the sofa, and went to the freezer and pulled out a ice pack.
“you really don’t need to...”
“I saw you fall, i’ve helped you this far, so i will make sure you heal quickly” his smile was so sweet, finally now he was in the shade i could see his face, he had cute chubby cheeks and the loveliest smile i had ever seen. He placed the ice pack on my ankle, and pulled out his phone, “what’s your number? I’ll call you later to see how you are” I was shocked, i quickly gave him my mobile number, and he soon went. It was like a dream, i hadn’t even realized it had been the famous Kim Bum. I laughed at myself and text Jasmin.

Jasmin, you never guess what, Just fell down the hill, got carried back by Kim Bum! who put a ice pack on and said hes’ going to come and see me later!!!

I got a call back, instead of a text

“Hello Jasmin”
“WHAT THE HELL?”
“What?”
“Kim Bum as in Kim Bum F4 Kim Bum?”
“Yes!”
“OMG UNNIE! chat him up!”
“what? no!”
“Unnie! Ill tell Hyun Joong to put a good word in for you” I could hear Jungmin laughing in the background
“Tell Jungmin to shut up!” i laughed as i heard him shout in the background.
“Unnie! Im nagging you now!”
“to do what?”
“FIRLT!” she laughed “i better go the boys and i have a practise for tonights show you coming?”
“of course!”
“Bring Kim Bum!” she put the phone down before i had any chance to even say anything.
I tried walking to the bedroom, to find a outfit for tonights show, I was making a appearance on there, since i had been a MC before a photographer, and a new variety show called Idol Love had asked me to become a MC for them, i couldn’t refuse. I found a sexy black dress with a red bow in the middle, i slipped on a pair of black heels, which i thought i’d be able to cope in for a while, my ankle was still painful but for this i had to look my best. It had been a few hours since Kim Bum had left, there was a knock at my door,
“hello” I said as i opened the door, to find Kim Bum standing on the other side, he smiled
“going out?” he laughed,
“going to MC for Idol Love tonight”
“oh really? good luck!” he brung his hands from behind his back to reveal a bouquet of pretty flowers. I was shocked “I saw these and thought of you” my knees went weak.
“aww thankyou!” as he passed them to me “Do you want to come in?” he nodded and strolled in.
“you look amazing” he laughed, “I didn’t think when i came back you would be all dressed up! i feel underdressed now” he was wearing tight jeans and a shirt and tie, he looked so handsome. We had a while before Idol Love started so we sat on the sofa for a while and decided to get to know each other better.
“So” He grinned “You know SS501?”
“yeah, my mates dating the horse!” he laughed, his laugh was so cute, it made my heart sink! “You and Hyun Joong are friends right?”
“yeah! from Boys over Flowers and Haptic Mission!”
“i saw parts of that show! BOF was just amazing!”
“Did you live in London?”
“just outside.. why?”
“I went there a few years ago...”
“i know i followed you, trying to find you” I went bright red. “i did shout from the end of the street, i never knew if you heard me though” He laughed
“really? If i had known such a beautiful girl had been shouting i would of come running!”
I blushed, “really i would of” He leaned closer to me. “your eyes...” i looked into his eyes, they were so gentle, he placed his hand on my face, and kissed me on the forehead.
“do you want...” i paused, was it too soon to ask him to come to Idol Love? “to come to the Idol Love recording with me?”
“can i?”
“of course!” he smiled,
“do i look ok though?”
“handsome as ever!” he smiled and kissed me on the cheek,
“ill drive us there!” He grabbed my hand and we left to the Idol Love studio together. I didn’t know who my partner MC would be until i got there, i was so nervous “Ill be watching you!” Kim Bum laughed, “none of the girl bands just you”
“don’t watch me!” i laughed back “i’ll get even more nervous!”
“you look beautiful, what is there to be nervous about?”
“being watched by you!” i joked.

We strolled into the studio to be greeted by Jasmin and Jungmin backstage,
“unnie!” Jasmin came running “brought him then” she whispered she laughed “Hello Kim Bum! Im Jasmin”
“Hello Nice to meet you Jasmin!” He smiled, Jungmin gave him a hug and Hyun Joong soon appeared
“Ah Kim Bum! what you doing here?” he laughed
“Jessica asked me to come!” He put his arm around me, i froze and Jasmin had the biggest grin on her face and winked at me. I stuck my tongue out at her.
“ahh Jessica! Didn’t know you knew him? why didn’t you say before?”
“I met him today” i laughed “helped me home, i had hurt my ankle”
“awww so cute!” screamed Jasmin.
“i do cute things too!” Jungmin shouted pulling his famous puffer fish face and tipping his head sideways. we all laughed and Jasmin poked Jungmins side.
“whos the other Mc with me?” i asked Jasmin, she had been wondering around the studio longer than me she must of known
“Super Junior’s Ryeowook!” I laughed,
“ryeowook-shii? I’ve never met him before!” i sighed “gonna be awkward!”
“theres space on the show if you want to join us Kim Bum!” Jasmin blurted out “F.T Island and KARA are on here too!”
“Really? Should I?”
“i think you should, too F4 boys on the first show would be good!” Hyun Joong added “I want to help Jessica’s new MC show really popular!”

Soon enough it was time for recording, we all took our places on stage a screaming audience watching us, Ryeowook stood next to me, we politely bowed to each other. Maybe not so awkward, his smile was so cute, he had always been my favorite member of Super Junior since they debuted.
“Hello! and Welcome to Idol Love!” i shouted
“with your Mc’s Super Junior Ryeowook and Jessica!” a huge cheer could be heard from the screaming fans.
“On todays show we have SS501! F.T Island and Kara! and a very speical guest who just arrived with us actor Kim Bum!” The girls screamed at the sound of his name as he walked and sat down next to Hyun Joong.

“Lets play the Chocopie game!”
all the idols came out dressed as different animals, Jong Hun was dressed as a massive duck , Jungmin a horse, Hyun Joon a turtle and Kim Bum was dressed as a dinosaur they all looked so funny, everyone was dressed up i couldn’t stop laughing. they all stood in a semi circle, we had placed a chocopie in the middle, when the music stopped they had to try and grab it. As the music started everyone started to dance, but as soon as it stopped there was a huge jump for the middle, I could see Jasmin laughing from backstage as turtle dragged Jungmin by the horse leg, and then a fight between turtle and horse started,which everyone couldn’t stop laughing over. Kyu won though he sat on the floor in the middle of the stage and munched on the chocopie, but Youngsaeng grabbed the other half of it out his hands.

Then Kara performed Pretty girl with F.T Island, it sounded amazing. Hong Ki was such a good looking man. i had met him once before for a photo shoot with the rest of FT Island. Then SS501 performed U R Man with all 5 of them, Hyun Joong looking so sexy in the outfit. I could see Kim Bum looking at me for the whole thing smiling. he hadn’t lied, he didn’t stop looking at me. I smiled at him, and he gave me a cheeky wink.

the show soon came to a end, it was a huge success. Jasmin and Jungmin asked me and Kim Bum to join them for a few drinks and a session at karaoke.
“Jong Hun you coming?” I asked
“i have to get back to Amber she’s waiting for me”
“Amber?”
“The girlfriend” he laughed and strolled off followed closely by Hong Ki who smiled cutely at me
“female version of me?” he laughed poking my forehead “lets work together again twin!” he laughed.


Part 2

We headed to a small karaoke bar and hired the small room out and a few bottles of soju. We sung so many songs, Jungmin and Jasmin sung such a pretty duet together, no wonder they looked so good together, they were! I was up next and i sung Jisun’s what do i do? It was the soundtrack of my life.
“too depressing!” shouted Jasmin “happy song please Unnie!”
“what song?”
“duet!” shouted Jungmin! “with Kim Bum!”
“ill pick!” shouted Jasmin, flicking through the book with Jungmin they quickly picked Timeless by Zhang Li Yin and Xiah Junsu.

“Timeless. this is not goodbye
If love can’t be turned around this moment will be forever
hold tight baby
timeless, preciously stored away in my heart
like a long sickness that leaves one weary
slowly recovering
we both agree
this is timeless love.”

“thats even more depressing” sighed jungmin standing up to sing another song “find something happy!” everyone laughed as Jungmin sung Only you by 2PM.
“so many love songs” i laughed
“isn’t this classed as a double date?” asked Jasmin i went bright red, I felt a arm wrapped around my waist, Jasmin grinned. “i guess so” she laughed and high fived Jungmin who was sitting back down.
“drink up” he shouted. we all cheered and raised our glasses. Shots kept coming, and we kept downing them all.
“ahh my heads going bingeul bingeul!” shouted jasmin “Jessica lets sing that!” she stumbled up, me following pretty drunk myself
“dont dance you two you will fall over!” we laughed at Jungmins comment, but we didn’t listen

“U U U UUUUU KISSSSSSSS AAAAAANNND BRAAAVVEEE SOUUUNDDDDDDD BRAAAAAAVVEEESOUUUNNDDD!!!!!!!” the boys got up and tried to stop us but it was too late
“Bingeul bingeul bingeul bingggeeeeeuulllll...” Jasmin fell over followed by me, we sat on the floor laughing so hard!
“faaaail!” i laughed
“unnie i broke my heel!” she pulled her shoe off and threw it across the floor.
“think its home time for you two” laughed Kim Bum
“Ill take this one home you take the drunktard!” laughed Jungmin picking up Jasmin’s bag and then Jasmin.
“bye bye Unnie! call meeeee!”

Kim Bum put my arm around his shoulder and he put his around my waist, grabbing my bag on the way out
“common you” he laughed
“Oh hello Oppa!” i smiled he grinned and sat me in his car
“home time for you” he laughed as we drove off, he didn’t have much to drink so he was pretty sober
“we can carry on drinking at mine?” i suggested
“haven’t you had enough?”
“not at all!” i laughed

When we finally got to mine, i opened the door and threw my shoes on the floor, Kim Bum followed me in. I went into the cupboard and found a bottle of soju and two glasses and strolled over to the sofa, where Kim Bum was sitting, surprising i walked in a pretty straight line.
“thats been a fun day” i laughed “met you now im drunk what next!” he smiled
“you tell me?”
“eeeeehhh?” i laughed, i poured us out a glass each, not a shot a glass, but mixing it with a can of coke each, not too strong this time! we smiled at each other tapped glasses and had a drink, we put them back on the table, and he moved closer to me and wrapped his arm around me. 
“todays been good” he smiled “im glad i helped you this morning or this wouldn’t of happened”
“YOURRRR drunk!” i laughed and poked his forehead. He poked me back, “cheekyy!” His smile was completely making me light headed. I stared at his smile completely loosing the plot at the same time. He leaned closer to me, and put his hands on my face i smiled and looked into his eyes, which were so deep, i fell straight for them.
“let me..” he whispered. He moved in for a kiss, his lips were so soft, our kiss turned so passionate, he slowly took his tie off. Then flicked the lights out...

I could hear my phone ringing loudly next to me, i woke up to find my self laying on the sofa next to..... Kim Bum??? what!?
“eeehhh?” my head was thumping “oww my head!” Kim Bum opened his eyes, and smiled at me, his chest completely on display, just his bottom half was covered by a duvet.
“morning” He kissed my cheek, and cuddled me tightly. I only guessed what happened the night before, it was all a blur....

I went for a shower, i had filming again that night, Idol love was on everyday. When i got out the shower, i could smell food, i walked out into the living area, to find kim bum wearing a pink apron making breakfast
“thought you would need to eat” he smiled. no one had ever cooked for me before. we were practically still strangers.
“aww thankyou Kim Bum”
“call me oppa silly!” i blushed. My phone started to ring again, this time i was awake enough to answer

“hello?”
“hello its ryeowook!”
“ahh ryeowook-shii annyeong!”
“I thought we could meet before filming? maybe get a meal or something? we should get to know each other if we are going to be MC’s together”
“yeah sure that would be good!”
“Ill give you a call in the afternoon”
“ok ill talk to you then!”

I put my phone on the side,
“filming later... AGAIN!” he laughed
“thats the joys of being a MC!” he smiled and placed the food on the table.
“what are you doing today?”
“seeing my manger about this new drama”
“oh really a new drama? no dying your hair sliver again ok? you looked like a final fantasy character.. ok it was hot but stay a natural looking colour!” he laughed,
“yaaah i was only sliver for a little while!” he smiled and started eating. It was so nice, even for this. Two strangers eating together, after spending a whole day and night together. It had felt like we had known each other for years.

He had to head off first, he gave me a long cuddle, and gently kissed me goodbye
“ill call you after you have finished filming ok?” he smiled
“yeah alright”
“And ill come pick you up, too late to get a taxi!” he kissed me again and walked out, once he had closed the door i screamed with happiness and run round the house. Then checking the time, i had a hour to get ready and go meet ryeowook. I shoved on a cute top and shorts and boots and ran out the house.

We were meeting at a small restaurant, down the road from the recording studio.
“hello Ryeowook-shii!” he stood up as i walked over
“call me oppa, no need for the formal talk” we only ordered a few drinks and snacks, since we didn’t have time for a full meal.
“so super junior?”
“ahh your a fan?”
“yes! oh god how embarrassing!” He grinned.
“Ill introduce you to them one day! who is your favorite member?” Oh dear, worst question he could of asked, since the truth was, he was my favorite... I had to lie.
“hangeng and... you?” i quickly blurted out you, without knowing. He laughed.
“Me?” i went bright red.
“never thought you would of liked me the most” he smiled like a small child for the rest of the time we were there. Before heading to filming, this time SHINee, C.N Blue and 2PM would be joining us on the show...

Part 3

After filming me and Ryeowook were sitting in the dressing room. I was waiting for a call from Kim Bum, to come collect me. It was around 10pm, and it was raining. I found a umbrella in my bag and thought i’d start walking home.
“can’t let you walk, you will catch a cold” Ryeowook said running towards me “let me take you home” He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the car park located behind the studio. I knew i shouldn’t of done that, if Kim Bum had called, he would be upset if he knew i had waited for so long. He sped towards my apartment block, the rain beating down on the car. While at the same time Kim Bum was waiting at the studio looking for me, he had been 2 hours late.
“here we are” i sighed, “I guess i’ll see you tomorrow”
“Take care of yourself ok? don’t go walking out in the rain!” I got out the car as he sped off. I had left my umbrella at the studio, my hair slowly started getting damp. It was freezing outside, I strolled over to the gate to the block, I couldn’t find my keys.
“aiigoooo!” i screamed and kicked the gate. where was Kim Bum? I sat on the step outside, waiting for someone from the block to return home. A car pulled up beside me, and Ryeowook ran out.
“Jessica!” he came running, i was soaked, shivering in the cold. “what the hell are you doing?”
“Forgot my keys” I laughed “must of left them in the studio”
“Come back with me”
“Ill just wait here don’t worry”
“No your not staying here” At the same time Kim Bum was pulling up the drive. Ryeowook covered my hair with a towel and put his jacket on me. He grabbed my hand and dragged me to his car and forced me in. I didn’t see Kim Bum walking past me, I don’t think he noticed me or Ryeowook either.
“Kim Bum-shii?” Ryeowook shouted “Kim-Bum-shii do you have the keys for this place?”
“yeah why?”
“Can i borrow them?” Kim Bum passed the keys over, “ill post them through your door” he smiled and Kim Bum opened the gate,
“shall i keep it open?” He lent against the gate, his umbrella covered the light so it went dark, Ryeowook opened the car door and picked me up, and held me in his arms, my head laid against his chest. Kim Bum stared as he saw Ryeowook carrying me in.
“what happened?” he shouted, following Ryeowook up the stairs “What happened to her?”
“she tried walking home” Ryeowook didn’t face him, just carried on walking. “I stopped her, took her home”
“Why is she so soaked through?”
“she didn’t have the keys to the gate” Ryeowook opened my bag and found my door key,
“Why did...?” Kim Bum paused as Ryeowook closed the door in his face....

I woke up several hours later, Ryeowook was sleeping on the sofa in the living room, he looked worn out, his shirt was soaked. I grabbed the blanket from the spare room and covered him with it, and turned the heating up in the room, so he wouldn’t catch a cold.
I sat looking at him for a moment, suddenly surrounded by my favorite idols of my childhood. I knew Jasmin was the person to call at this time.

“What’s up Unnie?”
“I got a problem”
“whats wrong?” Again Jungmin could be heard beating up Turtle in the background.
“Well, after filming yesterday Kim Bum never showed...”
“what?” 
“WHAT!?” I heard Jungmin in the background scream what... In english (what he would call english!) i started laughing at him “yah! Jessica!”
“anyway Jasmin” I carried on, ignoring Jungmin’s comments in the background. “Ryeowook took me home”
“haha seriously? Little wookie”
“Yeah i know right? And i woke up and i’m in my apartment and Ryeowook’s on the sofa?”
“errm? Really? Ill ask Hyun Joong to ask Kim Bum”
“good idea!”
“Ill text you what i find out ok unnie?”
“yeah alright, ill talk to you later”
It was sunday, the rare day off, only Sundays, and wednesdays did we have the evening off. Ryeowook woke up soon after, he looked around shocked,
“eeeh?” he looked at me “aah!” I smiled at him
“are you alright?” i laughed as he sat up and rubbed his head. His hair was scruffy
“more important are you? I nodded. “ I better get going, I didn’t realize the time. got rehearsals with Super Junior, if you want ill get them to come out with us one day”
“that would be great!” He ran over hugged me kissed me on the cheek
“If you need anything just call me ok?” he smiled and walked out.


The day past quickly, i didn’t do a lot though, just sat around watching television and cleaning up. The rain had stopped by the afternoon, instead the sun reappeared from the clouds. I strolled out towards the park, where i first had met Kim Bum, i found Amber with Jong Hun feeding the ducks like little children would they looked so cute, amber had shown me their matching egg charms. I sighed and walked on. The ground was wet, my white shoes were now more dirty than anything. I thought i would go down and see Jasmin and Jungmin, they only lived down the road from me, so walking wasn’t a problem. I strolled up to the gate
“they are not home!” i heard a familiar voice of Kyu behind me, “gone shopping together” I turned around and started to walk away “Not going to talk to me then?” he laughed, “come on you!” he ran up and jumped on my back. I had always been good friends with Kyu ever since Jasmin and Jungmin started dating. He messed my hair up before jumping down.
“ya Oppa!” i shouted “meanie >.<“ he grinned at me and put his arm around my shoulder. “Lets go out!” He dragged me into town. “ice cream!” Instead of a boring day inside the apartment i was given a day out with Kyu. He was so innocent, his days out involved more cute actions than any normal outing. “lets watch the stars tonight” he yelled, we were sitting on a beach on the hill where i had fallen down just a few days ago. “yeah! let’s hope we see shooting stars!” my phone started ringing “Jessica unnie!” it was Jasmin, she screamed down the phone “What?” “Kim Bum dumped his girlfriend!” “whaaat?” “Thats where he was yesterday, thats why he was late!” I sighed, “why didn’t he just text me and tell me that?” “he didn’t want you to know he was in a relationship before you two happened” “rigghhttt” Kyu was pulling faces at me while i was trying to have a serious conversation. “well jasmin if your looking for Kyu he’s here by the way being annoying” i gave him a shove. “really? Kyu is there? Youngsaeng was looking for him everywhere and he’s with you?” she laughed “watch out turtle is about too!” he shouted we both laughed, Jasmin and me had a bad experience with the turtle. He was a right old pervert, the youngest in SS501, but the naughtiest and the biggest perv. Kyu rested his head against my shoulder and closed his eyes. “I wish he had told me!” i sighed “Dont worry, Hyun Joong is with him now ill text him telling him to say stuff!” “ok!” “ill leave you and Kyu to have fun ill speak to you later unnie!” “byeee!” “ BYE JASMIN!” shouted Kyu before i put the phone down. I sighed. “whats wrong?” “Kim Bum...” “ahh he left you last night right?” “how the hell do you know?” “Im magical” he grinned “i cheered you up thought right?” I nodded and he gave me a massive hug. “Kyu is always here for his dongsaeng!” We sat on that bench for ages, just waiting for the stars to come out... we laid on the floor and watched the sky for ages “be happy ok?” Kyu smiled “don’t ever cry or ill cry!” “don’t be silly Kyu!” “im not! i don’t want you upset! if you ever feel down, call me” “ok oppa!” He grinned and hugged me, “i better leave, maybe Kim Bum will come tomorrow?” “ahh who knows! Good night oppa!” “goodnight jessica” he got up and i watched him slowly disappear into the night. I laid and watched the sky for a while longer before heading home. Some one was waiting for me outside my door, leaning against the wall. They were holding a bouquet of flowers, as he looked up i recognized it as Kim Bum. I walked towards him, as he did the same. He looked tired, his hair was scruffy and i couldn’t see his smile his face was a blank slate. “Jessica...” he mumbled “Kim Bum...” i looked down at the floor , “Im sorry” I wondered if he was going to tell me what had been doing yesterday, or if he would keep it a secret from me, even though it was none of my business i would of liked to of been told. “Im really sorry” He held out the flowers. “Kim Bum....” “I saw ryeowook bring you here, and he didn’t come out i panicked... I didn’t know you were out in the cold i’m so stupid!” “don’t worry about me” i tried to smile “ i was alright” “I worried, I am so stupid, i should of called you sooner..aissh what the heck!” he grabbed me and hugged me so tightly “Never letting you out my sight again” he stroked the back of my head “be mine”. He looked at me deep in the eyes, he looked at my lips and leaned in for a kiss. “dont look.... at ryeowook anymore” He hugged me tighter i could feel his heart racing tears trickled down my cheeks. We could still be classed as strangers but something connected us together.... Part 4 Finale

So many amazing things happened through the weeks that came, Idol love became one of the top 3 variety shows, so many stars wanted to join in the fun. Kim Bum would be watching no matter what, i could always see his face from the side of the stage. Ryeowook was always bringing coffee into the dressing room, we shared one since we were the MC’s. Every night Kim Bum would bring me home, we would have dinner and watch a few films, most of the time Ryeowook, Jasmin and Jungmin would join us. We were our own little family, it was nice to have them there. We would spend many hours sitting around laughing about stupid things, the smallest things would make us laugh, with the help of a few bottles of soju to keep the energy levels high.

“unnie!” Jasmin strolled into the kitchen she leaned against the counter “What’s going on between you and... you know” she grinned at me in a childish way. I just grinned and carried on preparing food. “Unniee!! tell me!” she stomped her feet.
“what do you want to know?”
“Kim Bum? or Ryeowook?” she leaned closer “tell me?”
“i wouldn’t know... how to answer that” Jungmin strolled in and joined in pestering me while i was trying to cook
“Dongsaeng~ Tell me Kim Bum?” he grinned sweetly and laughed, “it is Kim Bum isn’t it?”
I blushed, it couldn’t be more obvious “ahh im right~”
“oppa!! don’t bully me~” i laughed “yahhh keep it secret ok?” I laughed and glared at the troublesome pair until they agreed to keep it secret.
“but what about ryeowook oppa?” Jasmin was concerned about the show, more than Ryeowook’s personal feelings. “the show will be screwed..”
“I’m sure he will be fine, its not like he admires me or something” i grinned “hes never shown any interest in me”
“ahh~ you don’t know?” Jungmin sighed, “he does....” I froze, it was a nasty shock to me, the fact that he had never told me, or shown me any feelings of love... yet he had told Jungmin and Jasmin how he felt “He told me about it the other day, he doesn’t like Kim Bum much because he has you” Jasmin strolled out into the living room, to make sure the boys weren’t awkward..
“what do you mean?” I turned away from them, not just in shame, i thought i might of cried. While outside in the living room....


“what do you mean....” Kim Bum sighed, “Jessica ?”
“Yes i love her..” Ryeowook and Kim Bum were sitting on the sofa, they hadn’t spoken at all when we were all in the room, but Jasmin told me the conversation later on, she had heard the whole thing, she was standing behind the wall which separated the dinning area with the living room...
“Why?”
“Cause I do...” Ryeowook looked at Kim Bum “I will take her from you” he glared into Kim Bum’s eyes.
“What makes you think she will come with you?” he sighed, “She’s been with me for ages now, I don’t think you should make it sound so easy~”
“cause i have my reasons.... don’t you remember leaving her in the rain that night”
“yes~ you stayed with her didn’t you?”
“we did more than that...”
“what do you mean??”
“well i think you already know what i mean...”

The obvious lie from Ryeowook, didn’t seem fake to Kim Bum who stood up and stormed out the apartment As we heard the bang of the door we ran out the kitchen, to find Ryeowook standing by the table. Jasmin then appeared from behind the wall, and shook her head,
“he just....left” he looked at me and started walking towards us “he got a phone call from a noona and left”
“noona?” jasmin blurted out, “what do you mean a Noona?” Ryeowook had planned this out, everyone was believing his so called truths.... Jasmin knew the truth though. “there was no noona...”
“you were in the kitchen...” ryeowook snapped back.
“fine let him do what he wants~” i sighed, i strolled back into the kitchen and brought the food out. We continued the night without Kim Bum, who didn’t call or text me for the rest of the night.... or the day after..... or the day after that.....



The rain was beating down on my umbrella, as i strolled down the road from my apartment, to the park. I hadn’t left the apartment, only to go film then i would come straight back home again. I was wondering what Kim Bum was doing, all i could think about was him... I phone started to ring, as i looked it was Jasmin
“Unnie!”
“whats up jasmin?”
“Kim Bum...”
“what?”
“He’s out side your apartment, when i came to drop off that dress i borrowed he was there waiting...”
“crap i better get back there soon!” she put the phone down. As i turned around Ryeowook was behind me, it made me jump and i dropped the umbrella which flew away in the wind.
“ah oppa you scared me”
“I didn’t mean to...”
“i know don’t worry, look can we talk later i need to go..”
“if its to him, don’t” I looked at him, he grabbed my hands, my hair getting wet from the rain beating down on me. “Don’t go to him....”
“what do you mean?”
“I love you...” i froze, it was like time had stood still, I tried to release my hands from his grip “don’t go to him! Please be with me!” I could feel tears starting to trickle down my face. He wiped the tears away, and gently kissed my forehead.
“ryeowook look....”
“Please listen...”
“Ryeowook! I cant....”
“Yes you can, be with me, we can run away together” the tears kept following down my cheeks, i couldn’t look at him, he pulled me closer to him i could feel his heart beat so fast,
“ryeowook! please.....don’t” I pushed away, “I can’t i really can’t!” He stood there, helpless just staring at me, he stepped forward and i stepped further away from me “Can’t we just...”
“I can’t leave you to be hurt by him!”
“you lied to me! you said when he left it was because of some noona, it wasn’t it was you! Jasmin told me everything!”
“ah....”
“I think its best if we don’t speak to each other outside of work, if this carries on i think i will have to leave Korea for good.”
“don’t...”
“you’re breaking my heart ryeowook!” I was completely soaked now, the rain had drenched me. “please.. stop”
“I guess....” he stepped forward, “this is goodbye...” He kissed my forehead, “i won’t forget you...” he pinched my cheek, smiled sweetly, but i could see the tears running down his face. “Saranghae....” he walked off into the pitch black night... i stood for a moment, trying to take it everything that just happened.
“ah crap!”

I ran back to the apartments, I could see Kim Bum walking towards his place, “Kim Bum!” he turned to face me, he realized it was me and carried on walking “KIM BUM!” i ran towards him, but i fell to the ground. I had cut my knee open, and i could feel the blood trickling down my leg, staining my once white dress. “Kim.......Bum?” I sighed and grasped onto my bleeding knee. “ouccchh!” It was bleeding pretty badly. I bit my lip and stood up, blood trickling down my leg. I started to limp towards him, he was stood watching me, I was only a few steps away, when i tripped, instead of falling to the floor again, i was caught.... I opened my eyes, to find Kim Bum looking straight at me, “oppa..”
“what the hell are you doing?”
“being a fool...” I laughed, and grabbed onto the arm of his shirt. “Don’t leave me.”
“You and ryeowook...” he sighed and looked away, “but what happened that night”
“nothing happened.... i swear nothing happened!”
“but he said?”
“he told me you ran off to see a noona...”
“what?”
“when you left that day....”
“I didn’t....”
“I know Jasmin told me everything.... Kim Bum please believe me..” the rain had soaked me and him completely, his hair was dripping on my face. “i love ...” before i could finish the sentence he pulled me closer to him, and kissed me so gently, he didn’t let go of me, his grip was so tight, i could feel his hear beat racing. I smiled, “..you”
“I love you Jessica, don’t ever leave my side” i shook my head and smiled, tears still rolling down my cheek
“i promise” with that he picked me up, carried me into his house and placed me on his bed, he walked out and grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me
“your soaked...” he sighed and wrapped his arms around me
“so are you...” tugging at his tie, i laughed.
“you will catch a cold if you leave those clothes on...” his cheeky smile lighted the room,
“so will you” i stuck my tongue out at him, and again tugged on his tie. He then leaned in for a passionate kiss, With that, he pulled the tie which i kept tugging on off and flicked off the lights....

-The End-




Double Vision Hong Ki & Mir
Part one


“Unnie” I was feeling lightheaded, the karaoke room was stuffy and Me, Jasmin, Niki Jungmin and Amber were all singing along to kpop. “UNNIE MY HEADS GOING BINGEUL BINGEUL!” shouted Jasmin who was laying on Jungmin’s lap. I laughed and started dancing around to bingeul bingeul.
“Yah Jessica Dongsaeng!” Jungmin shouted “ive got a friend coming here, behave!”
“ohh really?” i laughed, “who would that be? that sexy friend of yours Hyun Joong?”
“no hes busy with Hyori tonight! I told you he’s not as sexy as me!” he laughed “his name is Hong Ki, he’s like a brother to me”
“dumb and dumber twins” laughed Jasmin “Unnie when they are together, geeze its like being with the chuckle brothers!”
“to me to you?” i laughed.

There was a knock on the door, 
“he’s here!” he forced me to sit on the chair next to the drunken Jasmin who was giggling to herself, Jungmin opened the door, and a Blonde man strolled in, he was so handsome, i couldn’t stop staring, it was so obvious Niki and Amber came running up to me and blocked my view.
“unnie!” whispered Niki “stop staring”
“you make it so obvious!” laughed Amber
“but look at him ahhhh!” i laughed, and got up to greet him, Jungmin laughed as i walked over
“this is Jessica, the eldest girl here!” I bowed and introduced myself to the mysterious man, his smile made me go weak at the knees... could of been the soju but i blamed it on him.
“hello Jessica~” he smiled, “Im Hong Ki from F.T Island~”
“ommo F.T Island!” i laughed “I like your music!”
“She likes your face more” shouted Jasmin who started laughing away to herself, Niki trying to shut her up along side Amber. Hong Ki laughed, and i went bright red.
“sing us a song?” i smiled and pointed at the mic “we all know you have a lovely singing voice”
“she would prefer to kiss you!” jasmins comments were making everyone laugh. Hong Ki picked up the mic and Jungmin picked a song, U R Man, known to be the four musketeers theme song. We all laughed and got up and danced
“im not being turtle!” i laughed
“wana bet?” shouted Amber as we all danced along to Jungmin and Hong Ki singing. It all ended in giggling.
“drink up, or Jasmin will drink way to much!” laughed Jungmin passing Hong Ki a bottle of Soju.
“you know who you look like!” amber laughed, “Mir from Mblaq!” we all laughed, “another one of Jessica’s dream men!” i glared. “Oh CRAP not like erm... well.. crap sorry jessica”
“oh just admit it Unnie Hong ki is on the dream man list!” Jasmins drunken comments made it awkward for me to talk to him “just cut the crap and go out thats why he’s here!” Jungmin poked Jasmin who straight away poked him back, and he stopped attacking her with pokes.

“shhh! Jessica has a boyfriend!” laughed Niki, it was a lie but she could tell i didn’t want to make this evening any more awkward. I smiled sweetly at Hong ki, who looked away.
“erm ill be back” i sighed “going to get us more drinks!” I stumbled up the stairs to the main bar area. I leaned against the bar, and asked the waiters for more bottles of soju, not like we had already drunk enough. A guy was standing next to me, he looked familiar to me,
“hong ki how did you get up here before me?” He looked at me, his hair was a completely covered with a hat, in completely different clothes. “you changed alot haven’t you!” the mysterious man laughed,
“Im Mir, not Hong Ki!”
“oh crappp!” i laughed, “sorry im abit light headed! Im Jessica!”
“i swear i’ve seen you before!”
“ahh i work for Mnet!” i laughed “fun times with Mnet!” Another guy walked up next to Mir i instantly recognized him as Lee Joon. I stared at his handsome face
“err Oh my!” i laughed “Mblaq all here?” Joon laughed
“mir, one of your friends?” he smiled “never met this girl before. Then again you have a few”
“YAH! Hyung!” he whispered something but i didn’t hear. “this is Jessica, works for Mnet”
“your dating Mnet workers now?! geeze Mir first the stylists now Mnet!” He laughed “anyway Jessica nice meeting you!” he smiled and wondered off.
“ignore him!” Mir laughed “he loves to tease me”
“i better go back down to my group before they think i’ve run off...”
“ok, well maybe i’ll come find you one day around Mnet”
“yeah you should!” as i walked off “you sexy thing”
“what?”
“oh nothing, see you around!” It was odd, we had only just mentioned Mir downstairs, then i had bumped into him at the bar, yet this bar was popular with the Kpop celebrities it wasn’t the first time i had bumped into celebrities before, the week before me and the girls had partied with U-kiss and SS501, yet SS501 parties were common, since Jasmin was dating Jungmin.

When i walked back in the karaoke room the boys were removing left over bottles off the table onto the floor,
“to me” hong ki shouted
“to you” Jungmin replied
“to who?” Jasmin butted in “chuckle brothers dumb and dumber!!” she laughed I strolled in, Amber darted to the other side of the sofa, so i was forced to sit next to Hong ki. I smiled sweetly and placed the bottles of Soju on the table, Jungmin restraining Jasmin from grabbing one.
“lets play a game” laughed Amber “we need more guys... disappointment!”
“my friends are upstairs ill go get them!” hong ki laughed and him and Jungmin ran upstairs

“jessica you tard what are you doing?!” niki shouted “hello lee hong ki is sitting right next to you and your not hitting on him?”
“you never guess who’s upstairs” i laughed
“we don’t care who is upstairs!” Amber replied “HONG KI JESS!!! LEE HONG KI!” we all laughed
“mir is upstairs!”
“WHAAAAT!?” they all shouted “MIR?!”
“oh god what if they bring him down?!”
“crap i bet they do!”
“it would be funny though” i laughed “i would have them both!”
“UNNIE!” jasmin laughed, we heard footsteps walking towards the room, we all went slient
“it better not be mir” whispered Niki “or Jessica is screwed!”
Hong Ki and Jungmin walked in the room followed by Jong Hun, the leader of F.T Island, Youngbae from Big Bang and Mir.... “dam it” niki whispered.
“Oh Jessica!” laughed Mir “when Hong ki hyung said there was a party downstairs, I didn’t think you would be in this party! You know Hong ki?”
“just met him” i laughed, i went bright red as Hong ki and Mir sat on either side of me, I stuck my tongue out at Amber who was now sitting next to Jong Hun!
“Niki?” Youngbae looked at her, these two had met ages ago at a party and had gotten extremely close “is that you?”
“YOUNGBAE!” the two of them decided to skip the games and have a catch up on the floor.

“truth or dare is the game” smiled Amber. We all nodded, and Amber grabbed the nearest empty bottle near her, and spun it around. It landed on her, then Jong Hun
“well, well well Jong Hun” laughed Hong ki “truth or dare?”
“truth!” he laughed.
“got a girlfriend?” i asked before Hong ki had a chance
“you interested in him now?” amber snapped, her favorite member of F.T Island.
“NO!!!” i laughed “You know i love.....” i stopped myself realizing who i was sitting next you.
“she loves the goat really!” laughed Jasmin
“really?” laughed Jong Hun “jaejin?”
“noooo! he’s sexy though!” i laughed. “anyway have you got a girlfriend?”
“no i don’t”
“well ambers there if you want one” shouted Jasmin, Jungmin placed his hand over her mouth and shh’ed her. The bottle spun again, and again each time landing on some embarrassing couple, Amber thought it would be better if we made it more intense,
“ok now the new game, since that ones boring me now, each time it lands on a couple they have to go into that room there” there was a room next to the karaoke machine, it was a little closet for coats and stuff like that, it could easily fit two people in “and each time it lands on the same couple they have to go in for longer” she laughed “make it intresting!”
Amber winked at me and i shook my head.... “no taking ties off either guys!” she added...

Part 2

It was about 11pm and the party was still in full swing. Already Jungmin and Jasmin had been in the closet, next up was me and.... I spun the bottle, it landed on Mir who winked and got up and we both walked over to the closet.
“bad pick there” sighed Niki who was still on the floor with Youngbae. “can’t it be skipped!”
“no!” laughed Jasmin “let them have some fun” she winked at me as Amber locked us in the closet.

It was pitch black i could just make out Mirs outline of his figure, i could feel his breath on my neck, as he wrapped his arms around me, he laughed 
“and we have only just met” as he went into kiss me there was a bang on the door
“times up!” i could hear Jungmins voice “1 minute the first time”
“but you had 5 minutes?” Mir replied
“No we had 1 get out!” Jungmin knew what he was doing, i think everyone else did too. The next spin landed on Amber and Hong ki, my heart sank, would they really....

They strolled in the closet, the timer went back up to 5 minutes, Mir didn’t notice though thankfully. It was a long 5 minutes, finally they walked out, Amber text me saying;

“don’t worry nothing happened i asked him a few questions. Im going to fix the next round so you two go in together don’t complain!”

“ok make it more intresting, everyone close your eyes when the bottle spins!” Ambers idea was to stop the bottle in front of me and Hong ki. It worked, “since you both have been in the closet before you stay in for 10 mins ok?” Amber laughed “5 minutes isn’t enough i don’t think” everyone laughed as she again locked me in the closet.

“so....” i sighed, I looked down at the floor, it wasn’t like i could see anything anyway. “Hong Ki?”
He was standing opposite me, i couldn’t make out most of his outline, he was standing further away.
“you’re pretty, you know?” he laughed
“what?”
“i think your pretty” his voice went quiet “very pretty”
“aww thanks...”
“oppa?”
“yeah oppa?” we both laughed
“don’t mind me”
“mind what” He pinned me against the wall, and kissed me, his heart was beating so quickly, me on the other hand was out of my mind, i had drunk way to much and didn’t realise i was kissing Hong ki till he pulled away
“i just kissed a F.T Island member omooo”
“fan girl?”
“deffo!” I laughed he leaned in again this time the kiss was more passionate i could feel his heart beating as he wrapped his arms tighter around me in his warm embrace.
“ahhh this is nice” he grinned “shame i can’t see your face” we both laughed
“did you do this with Mir?”
“Nooooo! but he does look soo much like you!”
“do you think so?”
“yeah, i went to the bar and i actually thought it was you standing next to me!”
“YAH!” i could hear Mir outside,”Look the 10 mins is up!” he opened the door, Hong Ki jumped back just in time so no one would know.

“its really late” sighed jungmin, it was now 12am “better be heading off right?” He poked Jasmin who was laying against him “most of us have work tomorrow”
“i don’t” i laughed. “not a early bed time for me thanks!” everyone laughed at this comment “what?..... WAIT no not like that!”
“we better head off hyung” sighed Jong Hun “call me” he winked at Amber and the two of them left, Hong ki leaving after exchanging numbers with me. Amber quickly headed out with Niki and Youngbae leaving just me Jungmin Jasmin and Mir in the room.
Jungmin and Jasmin where next to leave, Jungmin laughed and fell over himself he had drunk too much to try and stop Jasmin drinking, He dragged her out quickly
“bye byeeee unniee!! Oppa stop... No don’t ahhh oppa i dont wana be picked up!” I sat in slience with Mir, in the karaoke room.
“want me to walk you home?” he smiled
“its ok..”
“no i insist how could anyone let you leave alone” He grabbed my hand and we ran out the bar. It was raining outside, Mir took his blazer jacket off and put it over our heads,
“not getting your hair wet!” he laughed as we headed down the road towards my apartment...

Mir was only a few months older than me, he looked so much like Hong ki, in a drunken state you wouldn’t be able to tell the difference, which to me was completely the case. I opened the door to my apartment Mir followed closely,
“want a drink” not like we had already drunk enough for one night, he nodded and closed the door behind me. We stumbled into the living room, Mir was right behind me, and as i tried to walk up the step,
“Jessica..”
“yeah hon...?” i turned to face him and he tripped up the step and fell on top of me before i could finish the sentence we both fell to the floor with a thud. His face was so close to mine, I could feel his heart racing as he just laid there on top of me,
“uhhh sorry” he laughed
“its ok”
“are you hurt”
“nope are you?” He didn’t seem to move away he just laid there on top of me. I could smell the alcohol on him.
“Hong ki?”
“yeah its me” He leaned in and kissed me gently on the lips. At this time did not have a clue it wasn’t Hong ki, i was so drunk i just fell for it. He got up from the floor and pulled me up, “lets forget about the drink” he smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I couldn’t remember the rest of it...


The sun blazed through the windows in the morning, as i woke up my head was in pain, must of drunk way to much for my own good... again. I sat up in bed, i looked around and suddenly realized who was laying next to me.
“Ah....wait...what?!” A topless Mir was laying next to me, “i swear that was Hong ki...” I suddenly started to panic, i couldn’t remember anything from yesterday night. My phone started ringing. It was Hong Ki....

“hello?”
“Ah Jessica! how are you feeling?”
“hungoverrrr T^T” i sighed “my head hurts! what about you?”
“wish i had taken you home...” yeah i wished that too... i actually thought he had until now.
“aww its ok i got home fine!”
“but you left on your own, i felt bad when i had left. I text Mir telling him to take you home, but he never called when he left yours” ahh i wonder why that was... maybe cause he didn’t leave?? I didn’t want to tell him that though
“really? maybe he was too drunk to remember”
“he didn’t drink that much!” I could hear other F.T Island members in the background, it made my heart race like a little fan girl. “yah Jaejin keep the noise down! sorry Jessica they are being noisey!” He laughed, I could hear Mir mumbling as he was slowly waking up “so you doing anything today?”
“nope have nothing planned!”
“good your coming out with me!” my heart sank, “i don’t care if we are practically strangers! this is a good way to get to know each other~”
“that would be nice”
“ill come pick you up from your place? text me your address later i need to go do a radio show so don’t forget to listen!”
“i wont!”
“good morning gorgeous!” Mir had woken up and was laying facing me i panicked did Hong ki hear that!?
“what are you watching?” hong ki laughed “english show?”
“who you on the....” i shut mir up before he said anything else
“anyway ill call you when im done” then he hung up, Mir laid there with a cheeky grin on his face,
“morning”

Part 3


Like it wasn’t already awkward enough Mir was watching me like a hawk trying to find something to wear for later that day i flicked the radio on to look out for Hong Ki and the others in F.T islands radio show. I wondered into my dressing room, and started hunting for something, then i felt Mir wrap his arms around me from behind, his body was cold. I just paused while he just stood there. I could hear the beginning of F.T Islands show on the radio, and i rushed in and turned the radio louder.
“yah you ignoring me?” Mir followed me like a little lost sheep.
“no why?”
“come here” he beckoned me over to him. He had such a cheeky grin on his face. “common” he laughed, “don’t just stand there!”
“why~ I need to get dressed”
“no you don’t”
“why not?”
“cause i told you not too” he grinned and walked towards me, he was topless, his chest muscles looked amazing. He wrapped his arms around my waist and i just giggled
“you seriously remind me of Hong ki”
“why do you always talk about him?” he sighed, but he still held me in his arms “you shouldn’t speak about him”
“sorry Mir” I laughed “but you two do look alike”
“forget about him” he leaned closer and kissed my forehead. “let’s go out tonight”
“Im busy tonight sorry” I didn’t want to tell him who i was meeting, he would probably argue about it, not like i cared. “I’m out with the girls tonight”
“ahh cause me and the guys from Mblaq are going out to the bar again if you are around pop in and have a drink ok?”
“alright~”

Mir stayed until the late afternoon, we just chilled out in my apartment and spoke about stupid things, work and celebrities which we admired. All the time Hong ki was texting me telling me he wanted to leave work and come straight to me, it made me get butterflies in my tummy. I quickly got dressed into a cute dress after Mir left, and got ready for Hong ki’s arrival. There was a knock on the door, i rushed to it to find Hong ki standing there grinning. He was wearing a leather jacket with a white vest top on and skinny jeans which made his legs look like drainpipes his hair was a mess of wavy blonde hair.
“common then” he grinned
“do i look ready to you?”
“yeah!” the fact of it was my hair was a complete mess and had no makeup on and he called that ready? I grabbed my bag and left with him. We strolled down the road, the weather was nice, the sun was out and it finally felt like summer. Girls screamed as we walked past, and followed us filming our every move. Hong Ki just laughed, and grabbed my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine. He looked at me and grinned.
“so what shall we do?” he laughed “i didn’t think of the best place”
“i don’t mind~ you choose” he grinned and we headed towards a pool bar. I had played pool back home in England, but i was never any good at it. We found Jong Hun and Amber in the pool room as well, Amber came running over to me with a massive grin on her face
“your dating hong ki?”
“ermmm... no hahaha” amber looked at hong ki
“Hong ki are you dating my unnie?”
“yeah!” i went bright red really? did he mean that? Jong Hun came over to join us
“ah Hong ki!! you came with Jessica! I brought Amber here, she is useless at pool!” we all laughed
“girls vs boys?” i suggested and we all gathered around the pool table “we will win!”
“who ever looses has to buy the first round of drinks when we go to a bar!”
“aisshh!! fine” amber shouted. The game began, we took the lead Amber had suggested cheating which sounded like a good idea if the boys got distracted enough for us to push a a ball into the hole. It didn’t happen, the boys beat us completely and we were made fools out of. Meaning we were buying the drinks.
“shall we go to the bar?”
“its only 5pm Hong ki!” laughed Jong Hun “too early to drink!” we discussed what to do next, we ended up chatting for about 2 hours and played more pool. The boys winning each time. Jong Hun kept cuddling with Amber when it was mine or hong ki’s go, it made it really awkward between me and Hong ki.
“when did you two start dating?” Hong ki laughed. “you two are close”
“today~ We met up this morning and i had to ask her”
“wow so soon~” laughed Hong Ki “i feel slow” Him and Jong Hun wondered off to get a few more drinks, while me and amber sat down to discuss her and jong hun
“your dating ducky?”
“yeah” she giggled “he called me when he got home last night and said he wanted to see me today”
“awww thats so cute!!” i sighed “i have a story for you!!”
“what what what??? did hong ki ask you to be his girlfriend?”
“nope worse!”
“what”
“Mir.... took me home, i thought it was hong ki, you knew how drunk i was, i can’t remember the rest and i woke up in the morning in bed with a topless Mir!”
“seriously?! Don't let hong ki know that!!”
“not planning on telling him!” i sighed “i felt like a idiot though cause hong ki called me in the morning and asked to meet up” Amber laughed
“didn’t Mir realize?”
“no he woke up during the phone call and started talking, thankfully hong ki thought i was watching Tv!”
“dumber twin there!” Hong ki and Jong Hun then returned and we stopped speaking about the incident with me and Mir. Hong Ki put his arm around me and grinned, it was obvious they had been talking about us.
“shall we leave for the bar soon?”
“i think we should go for a walk first” grinned Jong Hun “its a nice night” we quickly finished our drinks and strolled out into the night. Hong Ki grabbed my hand and held it tightly, Jong Hun and Amber were walking in front of us having their own conversation, while us two were silent, there was a awkward vibe between us.
“Jessica”
“yeah oppa?”
“Do you like Mir?”
“why do you ask that?”
“he was acting strange around you last night”
“ooh was he? I didn’t notice that”
“stay away from him, hes a playboy! i dont want you getting hurt, not while im here to protect you”
“ill remember that~”
“so be mine ok?” he just blurted it out, i looked at him and went bright red in the face “my girl?”

Part 4


We strolled around the area a few times, before heading to the bar, It was now 8pm, perfect drinking time according to Jong Hun. We sat down outside in a small private area, it was lighten by a few small tea lights it was a cute little area. I sat down next to Hong Ki and he placed his hand on my knee, i went bright red. Loads of people where at the bar that night, i had already spotted jasmin with jungmin and kyu and 2PM where there too with 2AM. We chatted for a while, and i was nominated to get the next round for my poor skills at pool. I strolled into the bar area where i spotted Joon and G.O from Mblaq, lucky i didn’t see Mir, i guess he wasn’t there. I sat at the bar and waited to be served.
“hello Jessica” i turned to see Joon standing behind me “thought i wouldnt see you again!” he laughed “Mir keeping you?”
“no im here with my friends”
“who?”
“Hong Ki , Jong Hun and his girlfriend” He grinned,
“The twin of Mir?” he laughed “can’t have Mir so you have his twin instead? funny”
“i don’t want Mir”
“Not what i heard from him” I froze
“i joke” i sighed, i had panicked for a second thinking Mir had played kiss and tell with me. “no he said he walked you home, but he wants to see you again, which is a first” I was glad he hadn’t told Joon the story. I grabbed the bottles of soju said goodbye to Joon and ran back out to the others.
“Joon was just talking to me” i laughed
‘LEE JOON?” amber shouted in shock “omg hes so handsome”
“yah what about me?” Jong hun poked her cheek
“your just pure sexy!” they laughed and jong hun pulled her in for a kiss, I sat next to Hong ki in a awkward silence. He looked at me, and smiled, he grabbed my hand and held it tightly.
“i need to talk to you” he whispered and winked, he dragged me over into the garden near our table. He intertwined our fingers together. 
“what did you want to ta....” before i could finish the sentence hong ki came towards me, placed his hands on my face and kissed me passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck as we got closer, i could feel his heart beat. As he pulled away he smiled, and stayed close to me and whispered in my ear
“i cant.. stop thinking about you~” my heart skipped a beat, he looked into my eyes i was completely lost in his. his hands slipped down to my waist and he pulled me into a warm embrace.
“i couldnt either ” as soon as i said it i felt his embrace get tighter, his head was on my shoulder as we stood in each others embrace for a while.

When we walked back around to Amber and Jong hun
“oooh hello they returned” laughed Amber grinning Jungmin and Jasmin had joined them at the table
“oohh unnie !!” jasmin laughed “im not drunk yet”
“and she won’t be getting drunk!” laughed jungmin grinning. Hong ki placed his arm around my waist and stood grinning at everyone.
“so eh you two?” laughed Jong Hun “are you...?”
“yes we are now” grinned Hong ki and he pulled me closer to him. We sat for a while and just spoke about stupid things, it started to rain though and ruined our nice atmosphere in at the table, we ran into the bar, where i ran straight into some ones back, he turned around suddenly
“YAH!” i looked at him , it was Mir “jessica?” he smiled and put his hands on my shoulders “ah you came!” he hugged me “i thought you weren’t coming ! i missed you!” he hugged me tighter. Hong ki was standing behind me along side the others who glared at Mir
“she came out with us actually” laughed Amber “not to meet you~” Mir sighed,
“really? i got my hopes up then” he looked disappointed “at least have a drink with us?”
Hong ki nodded and everyone followed, Jasmin and Amber crowded around me
“what the hell?” Amber blurted out
“Mir?? he missed you? when did he invite you out?”
“this morning, i said i was busy!”
“ahhh this couldnt get much worse, if hong ki and mir find out about how each other feel about you they will kill each other”

“oppa? is that you?” i heard a girls shout from behind us, we turned to see a pretty girl, probably the same age as us, in a small dress which barely covered anything waving towards one of the tables “Oppa! its me! Ha Seon!”
“why doesn’t she just go up to him instead of trying to deafen us all” amber laughed, we watched the girl run towards the middle of the room and to a room round the back.
“shall we just sit here and let the boys talk alone~” suggested Jasmin “plus then i can drink!” she picked up the nearest bottle of soju
“jungmin told me not to let you drink!” i laughed and took it off her just as she was about to take a drink of it.
“Unniee!!” she stomped her feet and laughed. We sat down by the bar and just spoke about stupid things about when we were back home in England. It was a pointless staying for much longer since the boys had finally agreed to get out of their faces, and we has to do work the following day, unlike them. Jungmin and Jong hun came out to walk the other two home,
“Hong ki is a bit drunk to walk you home” Jong Hun laughed “want us to take you?”
“no its fine oppa i can walk alone” i grinned “tell him i said bye”
“i cant believe he ends the night like that” sighed Jungmin “if i was him i would of taken her home even if i was about to pass out from drink!” The four of them headed out, I finished off the final few glasses of soju and walked out into the night. As i strolled down the road, towards my apartment i heard a familiar voice, i looked around but i couldn’t see anyone i knew, i headed towards the crossing, thats when i saw where the voice was coming from...
There was Hong ki walking another girl home, the girl who had been shouting earlier...